It's enough

I have never experienced something so weird in my life... I can't be myself in my family, everything has changed. Never underestimate the power of money as it has the power to alter things, and in certain situations, nothing beats the power of money. Everyone's behavior has changed, in some way or not.

For the first time in my life, I miss the room far away from home where I once complained like hell. Even though it was just a small tiny basic room, it gave me the security and sense of belonging by just staying in there. A space I could called my own.

The ongoing three months holidays will be a sucky one, although I have never complain about having long deserve breaks. Everyone else seems to enjoy it, including me at first, but as the days passed, the pressure and stress faced at home is increasing on the scale of a graph. Hell man! Get me back to my little room and studies once more, its only 3 days and I cant take it anymore. Noooooo.

Dinner above looks simple but it contains lots of meaning...

Whilst at home, no more laughter and joy from me around the dining room, but merely food to fill up the stomach, has anyone in the family bother to ask what's wrong with me, can you family members ever give me a tap on my back to show that bit of concern??

I don't know what is wrong with me, I always thought home will be the best place for me to settle in, but come to think about it, I never enjoy a moment at all. Well, without the supports from friends that gave me laughter, I think I will really go mad this time.. Appreciate you guys

However, I am not hating my family, they are the people that brought me up, but I just feel that, I don't belong here anymore ~ ~ ~

Cant Wait For Another Second

Its been almost 122 days living in Kampar, not really a specific number but somewhere there. Yet again, it's coming to the end for my first semester.. I really in need for a car, especially the next semester, mommy please, give me Bobby...

4 subjects have been conquered, 1 more to go... Exams wasn't as bad as I thought, everything was fine, just me, just me for NOT PREPARING WELL ! ! However it is still ok, this kind of study routine practiced by me cant be use in the second semester, be strong boy, make it true this time ! !

Well, one more to go ~ ~ it will be 3 months for money seeking mission after finishing that ONE subject...

All The Best People !

Daddy's Birthday

A special post dedicated to Loo Sze Kang, celebrating his 21 years old birthday in the hands of his beloved classmates and friends.
Sze Kang @ AK, my loved, supportive, considerate, cool and smart daddy...

After battling with the evil QT in the afternoon, it was great to have some laughter and relaxation at night...
By biting the car keys and made a wish before blowing off the candle, hopefully wishes for getting a new car will come true ! =)
That is all for now, 2 more evils to tackle, happy birthday once more and have a great life ahead, God Bless !

*Ameron Ameron marr*

I miss you

Since the day BobbyGreen (the car's name) was taken away from me to be brutalized by my older brother, I have lost all interest in automobiles. All those moments of love and passion shared together inside bobby slowly fades with time ~ ~ ~

Baby Bobby, Bobby Darling, Greenish Hulk, Monster Bob or whatever I used to call you have been erased from my mind.

I told myself that I will not care for you anymore, no more bathing for you beside rain water. I will rev you to the max every time I set hands on you, allowing rubbish to accumulate inside you. I will never bother about sand and dust at the bottom or finger prints all over the windows.

The ugliest part is your shoe. By changing a new set of rims will be great, a more sporty ones. Lights too, that is your spectacles or *eyes*. Changing the head lights, fog lights and sport lights bulb into white. Coool

Back of you is fine, except for the plate wj*X*, turned yellowish for a long time, cant be wipe off anymore, lack of brushing teeth, see what happens... Change a new plate...
Maybe a new muffler tip, not the big ones, your privates should be just moderate, a simple good looking one will do.

Weather is hot this days, consideration for the driver that drives you, a moderate level of tint on your skin will tan you up. Makes you cooler and handsome.
If you behave well and lucky enough, you might be able to get 2 12inch JVC woofer, amplifier, new set of sound system and a CD player etc as your ipod.. So, be good boy k. =)

Oh no, whats happening, I thought I am suppose to hate you, why am I still thinking of dressing you up.. Haizz, deep down inside, I love you so much, I have tried my best to forget you, adapting to a new life without you by my side but today, I realized how foolish I am, I failed, I been cheating myself all this while, I cant accept the fact that you are not there for me.

Although sometimes you are mad at me for not feeding you with enough fuel but I knew that your feelings for me is the same as how I feel for you.

Sorry Bobby...

~emotional~ (me)

Give me LOVe

I got this video from a forward email sent by a friend of mine that caught my attention, touching though. Maybe some of you have watched it but its nice to watch it again ~ Enjoy people ~

LOVE


Sand art by Ilana Yahav. Music by Merav Josef Levy. Saxophone by Tevet Sela.

Spread The Love Y'all ! PeAcE =)

Love Is In The Air

It's been nearly 3 years of love and romance still sharing together, for every moments and every second spent together, priceless ~ ~
Nothing can disrupt what you want, only the wrong set of mind will change it all .. strive to be the best, never regret on what you have decided.
I have always trust on whatever thing you do, and over the years, the doubts gradually reduced. You have changed me mentally, life been different with your presence..
We have gone through sweet and sour times, doubt, hurt, hatred and so on, but we are still one, getting even stronger each day.

Fireworks always look more beautiful when you are by my side

Happy moments never last forever, it depends on us whether to obtain it once more or not

Never underestimate a small gift, appreciate the meaning behind it... You may find it filled with lots of love and sincerity

Once you hold on, there is no turning back...

Words and materials can't express my love for you. For now I am only capable enough to hold you tight without letting you go.

Loving you always, deep down my heart ~

Perfection Day

An unproductive day of climbing,
Sportiva Katana tore my skin just after a few climbs...
Is it too sharp or just me becoming fragile day by day ~ ~